Real Age ,Real Good Real Love

Real Age,Real Good,Real Love: A book begins
By .DuBois

Thus I’m getting out of teen hood and I’m realizing I’m coming of age.
My phases are becoming shorter and my maturity is rising quickly...

Real things in a real world
A real me no more of a boy toy
Decisions are being made and i’m kind of confused
No more quick text and one night sex
No more partying to you fall or going out in my draws

Well not just them

I’m at that real age where my career is my choice
Life is opening more doors
My mind set is based on reality and experiences
I want to find that love
And not that thrust of lust
Is this crazy in 5 yrs I want to have my first baby

And right now I’m so confused I don’t even know
Where I lay on the tracks and when I marry to whom
I keep thinking of who will I love
Will it be the one I first kissed?
Will it be the one that I truly miss?
Will it be someone from my past or will it be the present

Because they are trying to make it last
Will it be a high school sweetheart or a dismissed relationship?
Will it be an associate or a best friend?
Will it be the one that left u and made u cry?
Will it be the one who u lie?

Real Age real questions
I want her or do I want him or boy this life of mine is getting to real
Really God what should I do I confessed
Are you going to handle the rest?

Real good
Oh how I think about you
Real good your love if there wasn’t a god
You would be the first real male love I ever knew
Wow its getting deep I can’t fall asleep because
It will be a Mr. and Mrs. So what is this now
I hate when people dismiss it and call it a phase
Because now i’m realizing it could be a disease something
That u catches through life’s heartaches
This isn’t love I'm talking bout not quite yet
I’m talking bout sexuality
It’s the girl to boy
Boy to boy and girl on girl relationship world
“I can do bad all by myself” NOT
Because if that was the truth there wouldn’t be love
Because love by its self is like and love produced by it is SAD

Real Good you treat me when we first met
Real Good you treated me from our first text
Real good u felt between calls and picture text
RealGood you felt when there was no else but us

Real Bad I feel when you stop answering the phone
Real Bad I feel when you forward my call
Real bad you feel when my body isn’t embraced against yours
But Real Good you’ll feel when i’m yours

Real love can start young it just take years to blossom
Love that’s real you must fall off mountains for
Real Love truer love I can’t imagine life without
That’s why each person in the world is looking for a spouse

Real Love we are afraid because parents and role models forget to show
Or you grow up in divorce separation, domestic abuse
Or without a father or mother to hold you
Real love is what mothers show
When they spend there only check to buy groceries to feed you
Or when they rush home because you have the flu

Real love is showed between siblings even though they might fight they love each other in spite
You can’t hit a sibling and not have the other one not on your steps by that night
Same goes for a man and his wife
Love is that phone call you wait for and when you don’t get you cry
Love is bruised and a battered heart
Because history had us fall and scrapped up that we are not healing fast enough
Love has are brains clouded and misjudging
Love real Love it’s confusing because a kiss could hold my future and I can’t make that move
My love could be in another state and I can’t afford that plane
Love put careers on hold and changes people religions and morals
Right now i’m Real Raw Real Ready Really real
So at this real age with these real questions and not feeling really good
I wanting that Real love

To be continued…

Cedrick DuBois Lee
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DuBois Writings